Since you’ve been gone, it has become a daily struggle trying to live. No matter how many times I attempt to divert my mind, treasured moments and painful memories of what you went through keep coming back. I am not trying to forget you… I just thought, might as well experience life and not merely exist. But how can I move on if the emptiness gradually increases day by day? Healing is a process— I believe so. Although the duration differs for every individual, this time, I could only hope this fragile heart mends by daylight.
I have to disagree on the saying that “Time is gold”
For gold might be rare and expensive but it can still be purchased. However, when time passes by, no amount could ever be exchanged to bring it back. Even the richest or most powerful person will not be able to reverse the past. So when people spend their time with you, savor every minute of it because they have just given you something worth more than any treasure you will ever find.
“No closure yet”
After almost three decades, no closure? I wonder if time really heals all wounds. More importantly, will true love prevail over your own happiness? I do not know. And maybe, I might never know.
I thought I lost my dog. Been calling his name for quite some time ~ to no avail. Worse, it was raining. Negative thoughts poured in. What if my brother didn’t notice that my dog went out right after he opened the gate? Images of animal cruelty made me cringe in disbelief. I almost got teary eyed. Then, I saw the familiar stuffy, white, four-legged canine. Maybe, he fell asleep somewhere far enough not to hear me. What a relief! I am so glad he’s safe and dry! :)
And they’re just like…